Apr. 11th, 2010

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Ha-ha-hahaha-ha!!

Well... let's see... ...EITHER I would be horridly disappointed because my life is nowhere near as grand as I thought it would be. Though, in this instance grand means fun, and filled-with-friends. Possibly filled-with-friends-and-acceptance. Though I've at least found the self-acceptance, just maybe not so much the lots of friends. I never have been very good at friends. I think it's a time-management issue now, so I guess there's that.)

OR... I'd just be amazed I'm not dead. I was having varying degrees of fun (which in this instance means a bunch of stuff I should've been doing--again, to various degrees)... hell, I was probably having more fun THEN. *dies laughing* I just couldn't see it. I couldn't see a lot of things. And didn't have enough/as much? something...maturity to but as much distance as I needed between myself and the bad stuff.

Hell, come to think of it, maybe the distance was the part I was good at. I've always been good at the distance part--still am--it was the coping and dealing part I sucked at, then. so I just didn't. ... ... Still don't, but do better than I did.

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